[ Vanitas does turn up, but not within the first five minutes. Only after Gene has shut him down does he prowl to the church, looking for the tell-tale red glow of Wanda's lantern. ]
[ and there she waits, more patiently than he deserves, but he's her acerbic naughty duckling and he has crimes to answer for. they can cuddle again after.
when he reaches the throw of her lantern's scarlet cast, she calls softly, ]
We have talked about Mary. Do we need to talk about her again?
[ there's a foreboding in that tone. the sort that means the child should not want a second talk with Mother. ]
[ Vanitas, whose guardian was always a man that was both never and omni-present and ruled him like a dog meant for cage fighting, is unflinching in the face of her tone. anyone else might have taken it as a warning, but Vanitas just looks at her incredulously. ]
This is what you wanted to drag me all the way out here for?
[ she walks toward him, until they are nearly toe to toe. her voice remains quiet, calm. ]
Among other things.
[ wanda reaches low and careful, into the billowing shadows that puff and dissolve around him. it's not holding his hand, but it's... something very distantly related. she channels her sorrow for his recent death, her dismay at him being discounted by those who don't know him, her anger at his recklessness, the unleashing of his rage and spite on a small girl and a large crowd. ]
Do not target her. And do not make a target of yourself. [ she looks into the odd glow of his eyes, her own flaring briefly. ] You will only die again, and it will be worse.
and then for other people, it's just like -- they know they hate the coffee from that place on 38th, because there's the barista that looks at you funny if you haven't decided what you want by the time you get to the front of the line
and you're PRETTY sure he's told the guy that handles the pastries to deliberately get your order wrong? because there's no way that he could give you the wrong croissant three consecutive days in a row
but that weird, pervasive, oddly intense feeling of pretentiousness, and the knowledge that if you really NEED to get a rainbow bagel with charcoal frosting at 4am
[ she isn't asleep (when is she ever, lately), and he knows it. he knows he won't be interrupting her attempt to rest. what he doesn't know is these late night rambles save her, more often than not, from the darkest kind of misery; she's busy sliding into a tar pit of memories and regrets and fears becoming so real she can feel them like fingertips dragging cool and clammy up along her skin, tugging, pulling her down.
peter is the branch, appearing just in time to lift her out. ]
i understand, i think. williamsburg. small, tangible problems. daylight problems. nothing insidious, just... clear shapes, things you didn't like, but you could identify. even predict.
i miss traffic jams, i think? and knowing i could get around them, but not doing it because — propriety. i miss... knowing who to be angry at.
hi el. i am coping - wishing someone here was a dentist.
[ gallows humor. she wishes she could fold eleven up in her arms right now, as haunted as she still is by the idea of her semi-return. ]
and i will hold your hand again anytime, too. i have been worried about you, since i haven't seen you in about a day, but now i know how strong you are.
[ whatever response peter was expecting, that was not it. peter's well-acquainted with the distracting nature of a well-timed (and utterly terrible) joke, and this is a fine one.
( listen, dean's very drunk at this point, but he's just discovered songbird has classic rock and since there's no other entertainment at the invincible at the moment, he's entertaining himself by singing cherry pie by warrant. karaoke party of one, let's rock 'n roll. how did he accidentally dial wanda while doing this? who knows. but, hey, at least dean's got a decent voice, even for someone who's had a few too many. )
( akshun ) - July 20? 21?
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when he reaches the throw of her lantern's scarlet cast, she calls softly, ]
We have talked about Mary. Do we need to talk about her again?
[ there's a foreboding in that tone. the sort that means the child should not want a second talk with Mother. ]
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This is what you wanted to drag me all the way out here for?
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Among other things.
[ wanda reaches low and careful, into the billowing shadows that puff and dissolve around him. it's not holding his hand, but it's... something very distantly related. she channels her sorrow for his recent death, her dismay at him being discounted by those who don't know him, her anger at his recklessness, the unleashing of his rage and spite on a small girl and a large crowd. ]
Do not target her. And do not make a target of yourself. [ she looks into the odd glow of his eyes, her own flaring briefly. ] You will only die again, and it will be worse.
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@raylan, text, july 20
You mind if I bend your ear about something?
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What's the deal here
Feel like my head's trying to annex itself from my body
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omg that icon...she's so cute
that's how she reels u in before she obliterates u
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you know how there are some things you never envisaged yourself saying?
2/4 actually
you know what, i'll let you know
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hey let's go to monmouth, because who calls their coffee shop that anyway?
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but that weird, pervasive, oddly intense feeling of pretentiousness, and the knowledge that if you really NEED to get a rainbow bagel with charcoal frosting at 4am
you can?
I miss that.
DONE
MURDER MOST FOUL
peter is the branch, appearing just in time to lift her out. ]
i understand, i think. williamsburg.
small, tangible problems. daylight problems. nothing insidious, just... clear shapes, things you didn't like, but you could identify. even predict.
i miss traffic jams, i think? and knowing i could get around them, but not doing it because — propriety.
i miss... knowing who to be angry at.
[ about fifteen seconds later: ]
charcoal? frosting??
soz...
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@eleven | text
i wanted to ask if you are okay after the forest
i can hold your hand again if you want
tall regards
eleven
weeps ;o; tall regards
[ gallows humor. she wishes she could fold eleven up in her arms right now, as haunted as she still is by the idea of her semi-return. ]
and i will hold your hand again anytime, too.
i have been worried about you, since i haven't seen you in about a day, but now i know how strong you are.
thank you for being with us.
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i was resting
i think nancy was worried
we were all very strong
im glad i wasnt alone
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Sorry for the late!
my turn to be late <3
—text / @parker
you dare
JESUS
(he both loves and hates it.) ]
Just the one will do.
Hey.
thou shalt not take the name
excuse you, i'll take whatever name i want
engelbert humperdink!
......no, not that one. that's the Wrong one.
dingybell humpdyback?
that's more like it
and bingo was his name-o!
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